When i.realized

The first time I ever realized that my mom was on drugs I was 8 I woke up at 7 like a normal kid would do and she went to the bar the night before but she never brought the bar home with her until this day when they all where still awake laughing and not even noticing a child watching them I seen the meth pipe on the table next to the weed pipe and they of course grabbed it after i stood there for a few moments i never understood why they hid it if I already seen it