20-3-25, Thursday

14:54

Legend came to talk to my new friend group about hear me outs. I suppose we just talk to the same people - but nevertheless, he ends up following me.

I can't think with Legend around. Legend, legend, a threat, a bitter comfort, it all comes back. I can't have that anymore. I don't want it. But no matter what I think, no matter what I actually believe about him, he'll throw all my brain chemicals out of whack.

In culinary, we made pasta. I ate it all. 

21:36

I had to defend Gir from some transphobic girls. They told her not to use the girls bathroom. For some reason, it actually made her not want to use the girls bathroom. I think she should, just to prove them wrong, just to show the world she has the right to piss.

I took pictures of them and reported them.

I took her and Bingo home and we kept playing doki doki literature club. It was fun and games, literally. Then we ate baked salmon. Bingo didn't eat theirs - I hope it's not an eating disorder coming up. Really odd.

My father upset me again, and I used my onion skills again, quickly re-gaining my habit. Where did it even come from all of the sudden??

I put green paint over the stains to hide them. I could wash them off, but I don't want to hide it completely. Only to the untrained eye. Only hide it from those who won't understand. Tomorrow is my field trip. I steamed my clothes, I have an outfit ready. It's missing something - but that's okay I suppose. I need water and sleep.

Good night spacehey.