first entry that will prob be out of hundreds,, (rant)

me when my dad asks me whats wrong and why ive been "mopey"  the past few days even tho ive always been like this and i just tell him its bc ive been feeling "lazy" and that its nothing more even tho its literally everything atp and doesnt help im grounded so i cant even use anything to distract myself besides my laptop and he says that he'll unground after a month and its been a month and everything feels like its srsly getting worse again and like ecerything in my head is gonna explode any second now and ill just snap and kms or smth