19-3-25, Wednesday

5:03

Cleaned my arm up and re-wrapped it. Ate cheese.

10:36

Recently, school topics that I don't find engaging have straight up been putting me to sleep. I slept a full 10 hours last night and I'm still sleepy in math. The guy's jaw muscle moves a lot, the one next to me.

12:56

I had an MRE. italian sausage in tomato sauce. Not good, not bad. The idea was really fun. Lots of snacks and stuff, very practical for physical exercise. It'd be a blast to have on a day long hike. 

I skipped 20 minutes of AP Bio, the maximum time without consequence. I say its worth it. I felt good, the little MRE shenanigan really woke me up. AP bio is tolerable, my test is May 5th and we are doing evolution charts. I have MRE gum, tastes like mint and cinnamon. I think im considering joining the military again. Sounds.. ..nice.

21:33

Tw: mentions of scars 

Unwrapped my arm. The scars were deep but thin, healing fast. Cavetown and an acrylic sweater. It dries really quickly.

I lay in bed. I've been doing so all day. I'm scared to call Mr. Farmer. Irrationally scared.

I want some tea to go along with my comfort. Instead I run my mind through my phone. Have been doing so for three hours now. Can't help it, I feel quite a bit hopeless.

I have a field trip Friday. It'll be great fun. All the design pals on one trip. Scary, my mother. So many adjustable loop knots I can make. Comfort calls me.