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I fucking hate my job

I don't get along with anyone there because my coworkers are all 40-50 year old men with vastly different interests than me, my boss is a fucking trump supporter and probably secretly hates my guts because I'm queer, and my dad is constantly laying me off and not taking me to work with him, so I can't even get my hours in.

For context: I'm supposed to work Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. At most I only get two days worth of work, if even.

And i'm considering quitting and going back to being a NEET because I'm not getting paid at all for the days I actually am able to work. 

I'm supposed to be paid $150 for working on Monday and Friday last week, and Monday this week, but my mom, who's responsible for cashing in my checks for me because I'm apparently not allowed to do it myself for some fucking reason, hasn't been cashing in my checks this past two weeks, basically meaning she owes me money.

Yet she claims that I owe her more money than I'm supposed to be getting paid because of the trip to the mall I went to the other day that SHE paid for with HER money and didn't even let me offer to pay her back (????)

At that point, she should just say she wants me to be nothing more than a stupid and lazy bitch so she can have something to get mad at me and yell at me over everyday because she didn't have her cigarette that day. 

And it's not like that I can just get a job somewhere else either, because I know damn well given my mental health record, they won't even consider hiring me and would just throw my application in the shredder or something like that.

I'm not even gonna talk about why going back to school is a bad idea for me...

Gonna tell my dad in the morning that I'm quitting, because fuck this. If I'm not getting paid for my efforts and I'm constantly being denied my basic right to work, then what's even the point of working in the first place? I'm gonna end up getting replaced by a robot in the future anyway because human efforts don't matter according to large corporations i guess  ┐(シ)┌

Fuck jobs honestly.

EDIT: I finally got paid, and my next shift should be on Wednesday, so I'll still be working for now. I'll update if anything changes.

UPDATE: I finally quit, and my parents are pissed at me about it.

Dad's trying to excuse it by using the fact my boss has cancer n shit and needing to "sAvE hIs LiFe" or whatever (even though the guy looks like he's one gust of wind away from being on his deathbed) and he's also saying that to try into guilt tripping me into staying. He's even going as far as threatening to cut off my paychecks to $40 or $30 a day (for context: my wages are $50/day).

Motherfucker, you say that I "have a choice" and then 9 times out of 10 you lay me off and refuse to wake me up in the mornings to let me know "hey, today you're going to work", but apparently it's my fault that you lay me off almost all the time. (????)

And the only times that he actually lets me work, either 1) it's in shitty weather so bad that i could get hypothermia if I didn't stry in the shop, or 2) it's on a day where I didn't get any sleep and that affects my ability to work longer than an hour. 

And he never even gives me anything to do outside of sanding and helping one of my coworkers plane wood (basically threading it through the wood equivalent of a cheese grater to make it thinner), most of my work days are spent just sitting around waiting for my dad to FINALLY let me do something.

So obviously, most of my "wOrK" isn't even work at all. I'd be better off working at the fucking family dollar near my house (and idk if they're even hiring).

As for my mom: she's not only defending this shit but even outright shaming me for quitting a job that I wasn't even happy doing to begin with and only took up because nobody else is gonna hire me because I dropped out of school (and the aforementioned mental illness)

Is this what being employed as a neurodivergent high school dropout gets you? because I'm sick of not being able to work just because my parents view me as a child just because of my autism and mental illnesses. 

Might post this to "Am I the Asshole" later cause idk


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