Day 9 of making coke the old fashioned way

I'm so tired chat, just I need to sleep. But I need to write. The choices.. the choices. I shall finish this because if i don't, it may hinder my sleep. Today was actually productive! I did my best to get things done and I did.

Language Learning - I did my duo and apparently my friend who I share a friend streak with... yeah they have a 200 day streak. Holy shit. Imagine. 200 days of duolingo... I better be fluent when i reach that goal. Language Learning takes extra work though which I was willing to put in today. I wasn't going to actually then I watched this video and this guy was talking about their family and how they learned to learn and how they learned Japanese and I remembered I had to do immersion. It's good to remind yourself that it is helping even if it doesn't feel that way. Btw, i watched a Spanish vlog where this woman got a tattoo and her mom went off on her like "why would you do that to yourself" and I was fully on the vloggers side like its her body, let her get a tattoo! It's not even in an obtrusive place... yk what tattoo she got, she revealed it was a meme... she tattooed a meme onto her body... like pop off but surely... okay let's not even start that. All I'm saying is, all that for a meme... and it was her first tattoo so it must've been painful too? No? FOR A MEME?? If I ever get a tattoo, it better be awesome. Yk what tatt I'd love? Lots actually, I can't decide but a horseshoe one would be nice on my hand, i even considered the Macbeth dagger but like that's just corny.

Reading - I finally read more Malcolm X and I'm tired so I'll keep it brief. This segment he started hustling which can mean different things but specifically he started peddling Marijuana and it read with the pacing of a Scorsese film which is awesome. I should also note that he never looks down on hustlers, he understands they have to do these things. Also there was a horrible sexist page.

Write - I just finished up a session. That's what making me so tired. When I write it sends my body into sleep mode because I always write at night.

Exercise//Health - I ate healthy enough and forgot to do leg day. Actually I didn't forget, i did an ab workout Because I thought I was getting fatter which I feel like I've explained this before but fat people are valid and gorge, I believe in treating people like humans first but as soon as I fall into that box I criticize it. Which is stupid but whatever, I have my gym goals. Need to keep at them. It's probably my diet btw. I don't eat full meals sometimes and eat a full meals worth in junk food. Some shit is just too good though, like my sister made a pudding a while ago and it would've been great with ice-cream.

Media - I watched a movie called See How They Run which was fun and stupid but not a good mystery movie. A good movie but not a good mystery yk. I kinda liked Adrien Brody in that which is maybe bad to say since his speech pretty much outed him as an ass. The humor was so me as well, so mitch hedberg core yk. That's all my media, I wanted to read more Moon Knight...

Rambles - I kinda wanna talk about convenience. We kind of live in a time where things that shouldn't be convenient are. I'll tread carefully because one minute you're on about convenience and effort and the next you're calling blue collar workers lazy. I think that convenience should exist but to lift the load of the workers but a lot of convenience comes in the form of technology which isn't cheap so the rich people who dont need that sort of convenience are the ones getting it. Then what is actually getting abridged is crazy. Like hard labor being made easy should be done more and workers should get paid the same or more actually for that sort of work despite doing less work... HOT TAKE. Anyway, instead we're making art easy. On the one hand accessible but again usually only to the rich. Like things like FL studio or abelton hide behind massive pay walls. Convenience isn't a bad thing but someone got it twisted. Tho in an age like this, to not have that sort of opportunity that someone richer has in your field and to exceed them through skills and effort is rewarding. Like I mean artistically so there are defo things worth taking the long route for and if you use this site you probably know that too well.

Anyway, I'm tired. Good night