Recently I've had thoughts swirling around in my head about an ex. It was my first relationship, and definitely my roughest, so its never truly left my head. Although I don't fall into a distressing spiral whenever I think of the relationship anymore... it still occupies a lot of my headspace.
To be more specific, recently i finally checked up on some of their socials, mostly just seeing their art (its lookin good!!) but now its got me wondering MORE. How is she? Did she end up going to college? what's her major? Is she happy? Does she miss me at all? Does she even think of me? Can we ever have a relationship again? Would i even WANT that?
Are these questions i just wont ever get an answer to? Do I just have to live with the uncertainty? Or is there merit to trying to reconnect with a past relationship, that felt like it was cut short due to circumstances out of my control?
I mean I'll probably just forget about it again like i always do
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liz ♡
i think its sweet you still think about her and how shes doing !! if its been a while, hopefully youve both matured since then and hold no hard feelings. its very understandable to ponder and if you bump into her, im sure she wont mind catching up a bit c:
yesyesnonoelle
I mean you might run into her at some point and if the relationship ended well you could maybe just be like: Hey, long time no see, how are you? and just kinda talk to her but I dont know how your circumstances are
I mean i wouldnt say it ended in a GOOD place, also with being at college running into her wouldn't be very likely but you never know!
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yesyesnonoelle
I mean you might run into her at some point and if the relationship ended well you could maybe just be like: Hey, long time no see, how are you? and just kinda talk to her but I dont know how your circumstances are
yesyesnonoelle
I mean you might run into her at some point and if the relationship ended well you could maybe just be like: Hey, long time no see, how are you? and just kinda talk to her but I dont know how your circumstances are