Going outside

TL;DR - I hate going outside when i don't want to. (mostly everytime)

Sometimes my family just decides "Hey, lets go to this place!!" but i honestly prefer staying home. I was never a guy that liked going out that much, only sometimes with my friends. And that sucks, because EVERYONE from my family is going and then it's like 'come on maciel, you should go out a little instead of staying home all the time' but i feel much more comfortable here.

I wish i had the option. I can't just say 'Well, i don't want to go' and expect my mother to be like 'Oh okay', no, that never happens. Maybe it's because right now my days are being stay at home most of the time. College starts only in this next semester, and im trying to get a job to get some extra money to help them. (yeah, no success meanwhile).

I just wish they could understand that i just like staying. I literally canceled going out with a friend of mine once because he didn't want to, and that's truly alright.

This shouldn't be this hard to understand.