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For starters, idk how to make this cute, nor have I done much on this website to begin with. I'll learn someday though :3

ANYWAYYYYYYYYY It's been over a month since major heartbreak. I don't wanna get into the details, not on the first blog at least, but I do wish I had more people to talk to about these sort of things. Not so much the break up, but life in general. I realized quickly that I'm pretty lonely despite having a lot of friends. I don't go to parties, or late night drives. I don't see anyone often, and I hardly have reason to. So how do I combat that loneliness? By spilling my guts online ofc :3

Ever see the movie "Uptown Girls"? Maybe "Freaky Friday" or any Avril Lavigne music video? I always hoped that I'd be just like Molly, Anna, or Avril by the time I was 13. Someone that looked free. Instead of dyed hair and a cool wardrobe, I have crooked glasses and split ends. Call me a manic pixie dream girl or whatever, but if it takes running away from home and hopping on a train to get some fun out of life, I'd do it. Where do you find friends when everyone you're physically surrounded by is the opposite of you? Especially in this day and age. 

Yap sesh over for the most part. Probably because it's 1:08 AM as I type and definitely not because I can't think of what to write next. If anyone reads this at all, I hope your day/night goes well <3