2025.03.07

[5:15pm] sorry for not writing in so long!! i forgot to do it one day and then got too lazy to do it afterward lol. in the time i missed, i went out with friends a bit (went to hmart, got ice cream rolls, went to a kpop bst, got bingsu, went to the park, played wii) which was nice. i usually never go out with friends and I've been doing it a lot more now. i finally have a B in English which is great too. I've been having some medical issues, such as deep bone aches, rashes, fatigue, dizziness, and nausea. and if you search those up i bet you can find out why im a little worried about that lol. but other than that it's been chill. now on to today, which has not been chill and is why I'm back to writing on this blog:

this morning was okay. i had english where we had a substitute teacher. it was nice because all we did was read a short thing and not discuss or annotate it, and then we watched a movie without taking notes. i took notes anywas though because i gotta stay locked in. then i had Spanish where all we did was a packet which i finished really quickly. then i had my free period where i did some work for anatomy since i was going to be called out and i did some work for personal finance. then i went to finance where i turned in some missing work and we watched the simpsons. the reason that work was missing was because i had gone to the hospital to get an ultrasound to make sure my blood was flowing smoothly (i have may thurner syndrome and had a major blood clot back in june so they wanted to make sure i was okay). then i got called out of personal finance to go to the hospital again. but at that same time i got called to the principals office. it was so terrifying because first of all i didn't wanna miss my appointment and second i didn't wanna be in trouble. but i walked over there and found the office and the only issue was that i hadn't fully signed up for an AP test and that was stored out quickly. then i rushed to my car and drove home where my dad had gotten me a big meal from Panera and my mom broke the news to me. my ultrasound results from the other day came in, and i have a clot again. my heart dropped, not because i have to go to the doctor all the time now, but because my mom always gets so stressed and on edge when im having medical issues. so we went to my appointment where the doctor told us our options. basically i have to be on blood thinners for the rest of my life, and i need surgery in a couple months. we're not sure if the thinners should be the injections or pills, and if the surgery should be just to get the clot out or to do a full vein bypass, so its a bit iffy. then i went back home and my dog threw up and my mom was yelling and freaking out and blaming it on me so i went back to school. i then took my ap macroeconomics test which was harder than i thought. then i took a quiz in honors pre-calc. also not great. then i went home and my mom told me i had to gog to the hospital AGAIN to get blood tests. so i got some choccy milk and drank it on the way there. i had to check in and stuff by myself since im 18 now, but its hard because it's my parent's insurance and stuff. anyways they gave me one of those fancy wristbands with my name and stuff on it which was cool. i love getting my blood drawn because it makes me feel funny. they were also playing bluey the whole time which was fun (i still go to the children's hospital for some reason). they took like 5 tubes which was crazy. then i went home and watched some true crime and discussed politics with my dad. now im up in my room writing this lol. before my hospital trip on Wednesday i got tacos and gelato with my mom since she pities me being a hospital kid, and it was really yummy. however as soon as the ultrasound started the doctor was like "did you eat before this?" and we learned you're actually not supposed to eat before an ultrasound because the food blocks things lol. but it still worked and he found another blood clot haha. also on Monday i went to the dentist, so in total I've had 4 medical appointments this week. i have another on Tuesday where my mom is gonna give me another blood test to test for things she's concerned about (she works at a womn's clinic so she has access to these kinds of things) and she's also gonna do another ultrasound on me to figure out why my periods give me seizures. because the whole reason i got my first blood clot was because i was on birth control to stop my periods. anyways it's just weird being at the hospital so much and missing so much school and its only been a week lol. and its looking like next week is gonna be similar. i didn't even know i had da blood clot because last time i had one it hurt so bad i couldn't walk and was throwing up from pain, but i literally feel nothing now. I've had the symptoms i mentioned earlier but none of those are related to clots. my symptoms suggest lack of red blood cells while clots are from too many platlets. very strange how that works lol. anyways im gonna play some roblox now. feel free to ask any questions because i know this is kind of a big post lol.