2-3-25, Sunday

Not sure whats going on with tulpa. He doesnt really come out. said he needs his time.

Punk concert went good. Stessful. I dont trust the dude I went with, French. French is nice, but he avoids wihthout saying and judges without considering. He looks up to my style and looks down on my being. He was the original Legend, without the compicated stress. 

His girlfriend Kat was there too. shes cool. Kyle isnt friends with them anymore.

Im stressed but the space was calming. Everyone in the punk scene really was like a family. I wish French wasnt there, so that I could navigate it without anyones judgement but my own. 

I got sold expired sunflower seeds during all that

20:02.