28-2-25, Friday

The most and least stable man in the world.

Nothing can hurt me. But many noises send me off into immediate meltdowns. 

I walked away in a fit of Rage when skittle started humming. I immidiately started sobbing when my father bit into a fresh piece of bread in the kitchen.

Snufkin will not experience any of this. I will not let the world get to him. He is my dearest man, and I will preserve his carefreeness. I will teach him to manage the world. And only afterwards will I let him have so much as a peek at the horrors of life. Ain't that right Snufkin? we will never back down. 

I hurt myself. My knuckle is red, purple, blue, green. A colorful orb.

Arthur, what you need to understand is - not everything can be in your control. You might mess up. I might mess up. Let's just go through this together. Everything is alright. Okay?

15:42

Scary brought me many treats. i have cashews and almons, all for me. I stole a jar of pickles while im at it. I also have a bunch of nori. Almond milk. May steal more cheese later.

I made myself cocoa balls. Its just butter and a lot of cocoa powder. Scary says its gross and bitter. I dont taste the bitter at all. In fact, i can eat cocoa powder by itself without problem. I should try adding coffee to it next time. and my almond milk.

My dad tried to tell me that my infection is a hygene issue. I tell him that he doesnt get to think that.

Arthur has an interesting typ for a dad. He tries to dominate conversations, and is very stubborn in his ideas, unless you approach him right. He is unleasant, I would say, but not at all unbearable. His mother, well, bless her heart, is also not too great. Arthur is probably the most sensitive he could be right now. I think he needs a long break from all this, he needs a vacation in the woods, to sleep under the stars, to spend some days in fresh air. But laws are tricky like that.

How bad would it really be if he simply ran away? Does his college degree matter, really? He can get a nice job nonetheless, no? Arthur would like to be a firefighter. I suppose id give it a try myself. 

18:45!

He needs to spend more time away from screens.