i hate almost everything about my life currently

I feel so stuck. I'm in my third year of college (still nowhere near close to graduating though) and everything is going to shit. My grades are fine, but my mental health is probably the worst it has been since when my dad died. I have only a handful of actual friends and it feels like I have no support system up here. I'm like 3 hours away from my family and I feel like the rug could get pulled out from under me at any moment. Not to bring in the current political climate which is god awful.

Currently the main thing causing me to hate everything is my roommates who are basically excluding me from the apartment search for next year, as one of us is graduating and moving back to our hometown. I have nobody else to live with for next year and trying to find a roommate is horrid, and its too expensive to live on my own. I'm just so tired.

I'm really considering trying to transfer to a college closer to my family and moving back home. I just feel so stuck and lost and unsupported where I am. I would miss the few friends I have made but I think it would be so beneficial to my mental health. 

I'm just worried about disappointing people, not like its much of a disappointment since I am planning to stay in college but it still feels bad moving back home after living on your own. 

Well that's all. Just had a huge breakdown over this and needed to put it somewhere to get my thoughts out. IDK if anyone will read this but it you do feel free to give any advice you have to share because I am in desperate need for advice.