26/02/25

shit im tired man. fixed my interests, accidentally listed takanaka as city pop. bitch that's jazz. anyway, i really didnt want to go to school today but i sucked it up and went anyway. it was good, i think. i had a nice time, got some art reps in. i get coffee every morning and draw in the caf until class since i usually get there like an hour early. today was just review bc we have a test tomorrow. usually i study after class w my friend the day before our tests but she's busy tn so im studying on my own. i kinda wish i had gone to the library to get shit done but tbh i just want to be home rn. im exhausted beyond belief. 

might email my teacher and ask for some accommodations on the test. i have a memory disorder so it's like. i struggle a lot despite knowing the content. it's a bit difficult to explain but it really inhibits all aspects of my life. i've been working on it in therapy it's just a very long recovery process unfortunately. part of me feels embarrassed to ask for these accommodations. the main thing i really find helpful is having a word bank, which she usually puts on our tests bbuuut she mentioned she may stop doing that in the future which would SUCK for me LOL. whatevs. 

we have a field trip on friday that i have to be at school extra early for and i really want to go just as an excuse to hang out w my friend and eat pizza but if i cant get a ride i might skip out on it.

anyway rn im eating avocado toast and procrastinating by writing this. probs gonna watch some youtube before i study just to give my brain a break from the review we did today -.-