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hello!
today is the 23rd. i didn't do one for the 22nd.
yesterday i:
- driving lesson with dad
- ate breakfast with my family
- worked on chord charts for school
- nap
- attempted to record some music
- nap
- i don't really remember what happened here
- got some food
- cried on video
- tried and failed to produce music
- played some guitar
terrible end to a terrible week. let's see if today is any different.
not sure what's in my control or not. we'll see.
ttyl spacehey,
- fran
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endlesspier
I don't know if you could relate to this but i've had times with both my mom and dad having issues financially because last week when my dad was picking me up he told me to give some sort of folder to my mom and the folder was about the taxes my mom and dad were both paying but it really dawned on me that day feeling a sense of dread of where my family was slowly collapsing and to make matters worse i have no friends and i haven't made a change for myself as a person last year because i've been in continuation school for about a year so if reading this makes you feel any better im at sort of my lowest point but im just venting so i wanted comment just to not make u feel alone if that helps :]
thank you so much. for putting yourself out here and telling me about your struggles... i do feel less alone. i hope you're okay, but i also totally get that all-time low feeling.
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ale
The unfortunate part to asking what is being done wrong is that in some occasions the thing you’re ‘doing wrong’ is a external factor that you can’t really even control but it’s a tendency to search who’s guilty and also shitty factors make u feel more shitty = acting more shitty and doing more harmful habits …
agreed
a lot of things are kind of out of my control
i can try to avoid bad habits and bad tendencies but it's hard when the misery of circumstance encourages them
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