It's a knife

It's a knife.

(February 20)

It's a choice

to love someone for three years,

to fight for a place in their life,

even if it means losing your own.

And every time,

they give more and more,

only to take it back,

leaving you worse than before.

At first, just emptiness,

a big question mark -

"Where do I start again?"

But after years

of this cruel cycle,

it's a knife.

A knife that stabs,

malicious and deep,

one that hasn’t killed you yet,

but you know,

it’s only a matter of time

before your body turns pale like the moon,

cold as the night.

And you're too weak

to even try pulling it out.

After all, the knife is all you know.

It’s right.

It makes sense.

It’s real.

Wake up.

- suki