Good Morning

I don't know why I haven't been happy lately, I'm doing the stuff I used to yet I don't feel happpiness. I feel at peace and comfortable but there's something missing.

2 days ago while at the library I got 2 books and I read 1 one of them called "The red lantern of Chen Tudou" to be honest I expected it to be better but either way it's good, very simple.

The other book I got was "1942" but I haven't read it yet. They were also giving out books for free and I got one called "The road from Coorain" and I don't know why but I have high expectations for this one.

On the way home I met a very cute cat it literally begged me to pet it lol, I ended up petting it and playing with it for a long time that I ended up getting home late. When I finally decided to go home it kept following me which made me feel sad for it, I iwsh I could keep all stray animals but then again that's not realistically possible for now at least.

Yesterday I went to the library again, just being there makes me feel so peaceful. My friend also recommended me 2 books that I'l definitely read after I'm done reading the ones I already have.

I'm actually moving to Korea in 2026, and obviously knowing the language is so important but I kept postponing it for years but my mom gave me motivation and yesterday I started learning it from scratch and I'll do my best at it. 

Today I skipped school since we only had like 2 classes and the teachers didn't even come, I cleaned the room, made breakfast and I'll read a book later, I have my usual therapy appointment today at 2pm. There are so many things I wanna tell my thrapist but I know as soon as I sit there I won't let out a single word... That's all, very unorganized but can't help it, I just hope today is a good day and I won't be feeling sad.

Bye.