It's Been A While

Hello, people of this subsection on the internet :]

First of all, I actually forgot that I had a spacehey account because of how eventful the last two months have been for me. The only time I remembered that I made an account was yesterday while I was stalking my IG archives because of boredom and now, I come back here and found out that my last blog about deactivating my twt account got a bunch of interactions and surpringly, all of them agreed with my post! Though, now that I look back at it, I just sound like I'm ranting but... what the hell, sure.

For the past few months, I was gone; it was already the start of a new year. I spent time with my family and my friends; I bought a journal that I swore to write in every day, but I am failing miserably because I simply don't have time (don't come at me, journal girlies...). January felt so long for me, maybe because I didn't have college until the second half of the month so I didn't do anything, but still, time felt so slow every day that I dreaded it, actually.

I can't say that life has been miserable so far, because life has also been great. But I don't want to jinx anything...

Basically, everything is crazy so far this year. I've been given opportunities, but I also want to leave whoever, wherever, gave me said opportunities because of how overwhelming everything is. I'm still in my second year of college therefore, I'm a student, therefore, I have priorities... and balancing my organization and volunteer work, it's been a bit hard for me to the point where I'm thinking of leaving one of them after this academic year ends. The problem is, there are so many people I love who are part of my work that makes it bearable so... it's hard for me to leave.

But I guess I'll just let this semester pass and I'll see if the possibility of me leaving will change or maybe someone will be the reason I won't leave. 

I'm not sure what else to talk about to be honest... I'm just here to give a life update and keep track of my life because I'm very forgetful. Nonetheless, I'm happy, I think I even like someone, but I am also a little tired but that's part of life, right?