#16 social media

...i still get drawn to social media and to the idea of posting random things on social media but... every time it feels disappointing. its not like social media has never been empty, but for me it especially feels this way for the last... idk how long. i guess its the habit that pulls me back, probably. but you do, sometimes, make new friends on social media after all! ive met some ppl who mean or meant so much to me specifically through social media. esp since ive been mostly solitary most of my life and havent done much online socialization thru other means.

and perhaps i also outgrew tumblr. a lot has changed on tumblr and its not so fun to me anymore. perhaps there are other corners of the internet where i can hang out and socialize similarly to tumblr. maybe not. i dont know. i need, need to explore more of those to find out!..

...but im still unable to Completely give up on tumblr anyway. for now at least!..