2025.02.12

[12:15am] so it wasnt a snow day today lol. it was late start though. in English my teacher lost the files for our quiz and he didn't grade our socratic seminar, so that's awesome. im loving this new crashout era he's entered lol. then i had Spanish were we did more busywork and we were all complaining even more now. the teacher needs to stop giving us packets and start teaching us new things because i haven't learned anything since Spanish I (im in level 4 now). now im on my free period. the girl that always asks me out so she can rob walmart asked again and i told her no. last time i just ignored her. i hope she gets the message soon. this afternoon i have an intro meeting with a therapist and im scared. its on a phone call and i suck at those. and i have no idea what to say or what she'll say or if my mom will be there too idk. i guess we'll find out. usually i spend my off drawing but i need to read so that i don't have to do it on my birthday this weekend. i have finance as my next class and we are starting our budget challenge which seems hard but fun. im excited. for lunch i had another quesadilla and a special chocolate covered pretzel leftover from the SuperBowl. my dog keeps licking my plate when im not even done eating yet. its so rude but at least she's cute. i want to go to sleep but it's the middle of the day so i cant lol. anyways stan loona. omg also there's a theory that vivi is joining artms and honestly iim so here for it. i know its controversial since jadeon jeong mistreated vivi a bit back in 2016-2017, but he hasn't been rude to the foreign members of triples so i'd assume he'd be better to vivi as well. idk a lot of people in the kpop industry are xynophobic to Chinese/hong kongese/taiwanese people but it seems like it's died down a bit, and also i would just love for more loona members to come together. if haseul likes working with him after he said she has no talent and no beauty back in 2016, im sure he's changed and is better and will treat everyone better. he's still a bit questionable and is basically the elon musk of kpop, but i just want the loona members to be back together again. plus if vivi doesn't find a job soon she's getting deported so TwT if anyone were to get a new group it would be her

[3:30pm] finance was exactly as i predicted lol. i don't really get how to do the project but i had fun putting numbers in spreadsheets lol. there's some issues in loona cupsleeve rn. nat (leader) told flap (designer of last event's cupsleeve) they could make the cupsleeve for this event when ruhi (artist) and i (art lead) signed up to make it months ago and have been sharing our progress every other week, and how flap is upset that they designed it all for nothing. we are thinking we could turn it into some keychains because we really need some lol. dia (graphics lead) is discussing it with nat right now. we need to work on our communication and organization in lcs though because things like this keep happening.

[4:45pm] ok so the meeting went pretty well. the lady just asked if i wanted to come and color while we talked and i as like sure. my mom scheduled my first meeting to be during my off which kind of hurt since i usually use that for homework and projects, but also its better than after school because i hate coming home from school and not being done with the day. I've been studying for my math test tomorrow and im so cooked. i was doing practice problems and i had literally no idea what to do. the teacher said it's no calculator so i wasn't using one, but i swear those questions were impossible without one. i didn't even finish i just gave up lol. im getting a D at max. i have a B in the class rn i think so i wont fail the class when i fail this test. but ill likely fail all the next ones lol. anyways i give up im done im gonna read some and then play roblox