2025.02.11

[3:45pm] ok so i didnt actually slay that test too well lol. i got 79%. i thought i did really well and that it was easy but i guess not TwT good news is i still have an A in that class. in anatomy we just watched a movie. it was okay but the lead actress was really annoying. also she made a baby with a guy old enough to be her father but the movie portrays it as normal? idk. then i had study hall where i read my book for english but it was all smut and i felt very uncomfortable. there were a couple scenes where the main boy got molested and/or raped and everyone saw it as a good thing?? i didn't like that message very much at all. also while i was reading, some kid next to me was being bullied for liking femboys and honestly i felt bad for him because his friends were saying really mean jokes TwT and one fo them is a girl that i thought was a lesbian but apparently isn't, so like she keeps lising aura in my eyes. first for being not a lesbian and second for being a bully. then i had ap macro and i was lowkey super lost. i have my test for it next class so i need to lock in and study lol. then i had lunch and there was barely any food. 5 slices of pizza at max and no fruit except a bucket of plain lettuce. im glad i got there early or i would have starved lol. i dont like having last lunch because i always get the leftovers lol. anyways then i had math where we were just reviewing for our test, but lowkey im gonna fail it because i had to ask for help so many times on the simplest algebra things. then i went home and my sister was singing popular from the wicked movie which was nice because i realized we finally have a shared interest. then i had some chocolate milk while watching youtube shorts because reels is blocked during homework hours lol. and now im up in my room writing this before studying for macro and cleaning my binder. i actually need to shower first so i'll do that. there's a 99% chance of a snow day tomorrow which i really hope comes true because im supposed to have a socratic seminar and i really dont wanna do that.

[5:45pm] i did some homework and i slayed B) i should study for math but i dont want to lol. my sister claims that the charger she has that happens to look exactly the same as the one i gave her a couple months ago is hers. no one believes her but she still wont give it back to me. its the only one that works with my airpods and thtey're gonna die soon. i distinctly remember for easter last year i got a big blue one and she got a big pink one, and she lost the pink one at a sleepover a couple weeks later. and then on christmas she borrowed my blue one to charge her new airpods (she lost her old ones very quickly as usual) and she never gave it back. its driving me crazy. also for dinner my mom said i can just clean out the fridge which is GREAT because we have so many yummy leftovers. in theory we're going to the mountains this weekend and i dont want the food to go bad. i say in theory because it will be really snowy, and also it will be my 18th birthday and i dont wanna spend it hiking in the cold. my mom and i were debating on trans rights and im surprised we actually came to a conclusion. we agreed that minors shouldn't get the surgeries but should be allowed hormone blockers until then, but also that if minor's cant get the surgery that they also shouldnt be allowed to get married or get tattoos because its the same logic. it's a permanent and life changing thing. if they only regulate trans things then its evident it stems out of transphobia and not out of wanting to protect kids. one of my best friends is trans and he's waiting until he's 20 to get surgery because he knows it's a big deal and stuff. he also dreamed of going into the military his whole life and got into the rotc program, but then trans people were banned from the military so he's really depressed rn. his whole life has been thrown upside down. so i think trans rights and blatant transphobia is bad. i get the no trans people in sports argument because there is a biological difference and stuff, but in the military everyone fights the same. they let men and women in, so why not let trans people in? it's biologically the same, so banning them is just plain transphobia. anyways im gonna go play roblox :3