Still trying to figure it out

Everything has been weird recently, I am all over the place but stable at the same time. I got my driver's license back, I need to go pick it up from the station, driving will make me feel better.

I can't keep running away from my problems and feelings forever, but at the same time facing them is pretty scary. 

I made a new friendgroup, I started crushing on a girl that's in it and that's pretty weird, I never got a crush on someone the second they opened their mouth before, it usually takes me months to start liking someone. Maybe it's just my brain being imbalanced, I don't plan on acting on it though, I don't want a relationship, I'm not ready to be with someone and I probably won't be anytime soon.

I keep having strange thoughts, I keep thinking of things, I keep making scenarios in my head and I hate that. I wish it could all just be quiet for once, but it ever was quiet in the first place so I guess I just need to learn to cope with it.

I started going to therapy, it's going pretty well, my therapist says I'm already doing everything I should be doing to get better and that I just need to be patient, but I've always done what I thought I needed to do and still felt like this, it's weird, I hope he is right though and that it will get better.