Nothing outweighs the nothing I want to do

I'm the loneliest girl in the world because I'm the only person that's always here

Is it really wrong to think this way when I'm the only permanent character in my story?

Nothing.

No reason I think of outweighs it now.

And it was always like this. I just forgot. And one night at 42 brought it back. 

Maybe it was building up. I think it was. But it's always 42. It's always 42. It's always 42.

Nothing outweighs the nothing I want to do