Idek

So... I was about to smoke a blunt when I remebered I sent a video talking about this page to some of my friends and I guess I wanted to try it out. Lately, I've started reading againd and it sort of inspired me to start writing like I used to. I mean, it's not like I'm J.D. Salinguer or anything, and this will probably have a lot of grammar errors, but it doesn't have to be perfect, it really doesn't, meaning I'm writing this mainly for myself.

One book that really inspired me to start this blog it's Solitaire, by Alice Oseman. The main character, Tori Spring, is really into blogging, and I sort of identify with her a lot. She's this kind of introverted, depressed girl that thinks a lot like me, even though I'm not introverted nor depressed, I think.

Lately the only reason I'm down it's because I feel pretty lonely, I really do. And I don't mean it in a romantic sort of lonelyness, it's deeper than that, I think. Sometimes, I feel like I don't really have real friends, not because I don't actually have friends, I mean, i have some friends, but they don't really feel that close to me, really, like sometimes, I feel like I'm the only one asking questions, trying to get to know them deeply, but people don't really care about what you like, think or feel, they really don't.