Everything sucks

Tbh I've been struggling with the fact that the next 4 years of my life is going to be so bad. The constant feeling of just being scared to walk outside just to get a freaking red bull. Life just has sucked balls recently. I don't know know who else can relate but I just feel like a walking corpse. Like its so cringy but I just don't know how else to express my feelings. I'm 18 feeling lost and scared for my future. Lol?