People make all the difference

Hello it is very very early (not anymore) but i was thinking about this for the 100th time before i went to sleep last night, i am so lucky to have the people i have, the ones that are empathetic, politically aware, supportive as hell, really funny, and always helping me to see the bright side of everything. even the people i barely know i think about so often, im so glad i stayed in journalism this year because getting to assist and sort of teach people about writing related things is actually the coolest thing i could have been thrown into to get my confidence up, everyone in that class is AMAZING and i hate that as a school run paper we cant talk politics, its all these guys want to talk about. Having people around that know what they believe and voice it (and stand by that belief, if ykyk) is so refreshing to have in a majority republican redneck school, and our class parties are fun aswell ig. Having friends to spend time with outside of school that i feel completely safe around to be my true self helps me realize that the people ive known in the past were worse than i had ever thought. This year helped me discover some if the truest friendship i think one can experience, its pretty awesome sauce. And im not dissing any of my friends that ive known for years, theyre even greater because i would not still talk to me if i had seen my early 2020 years, but they do and they like me anyways and it makes me all the better for it. Anyways, at the end of the day I enjoy thinking about all my friends and not having one negative thing to say or overthink about, and thinking about the people i want to get closer too makes me all giddy and whatnot too, and despite every horrible thing these 4 years may throw at me politically, at least i will have people to stand with through it. Thats what makes all the difference, and suddenly school doesn't seem as dreadful. 

Ezra rant over lol