Idk what to do with my life

Fuck rocks man I don't even like this shit. I was supposed to be an artist. I can't even do math. How am I supposed to be a stem major? I don't know if it is that I have been depressed over this last semester that Is making me hate it or if it is just the wrong fit for me. Both???? I'm just a guy man. I have lost gained and lost again my urge to do anything with my life. All I want and have ever wanted is a house/apartment that I can afford and a job that doesn't make me miserable. I could never retire and be fine with that. I just want to do right by myself. 

(This is all because I have to take extra math classes) (I can barely add)