8/10/25 I'm turning twenty this weekend. I'm struggling to feel my age. I'm dreading it. I never like my birthday, it reminds me how little I have grown and how much I have to do. Especially this year. I have dropped out of school, and I'm going nowhere fast. I have no clue where I'm going, and I feel totally stranded. I never thought I would be where I am now a year ago. I had passion and motiva... » Continue Reading
Fuck rocks man I don't even like this shit. I was supposed to be an artist. I can't even do math. How am I supposed to be a stem major? I don't know if it is that I have been depressed over this last semester that Is making me hate it or if it is just the wrong fit for me. Both???? I'm just a guy man. I have lost gained and lost again my urge to do anything with my life. All I want and have ever w... » Continue Reading
Hi, this is my first-ever blog entry. This and my future posts will document and organize my thoughts on certain topics and events in my life. One of if not the most relevant things in my life is school. This being so big it will need some backtracking. To make a long story short I attended public school until 7th grade when I started homeschooling. Then once I reached my freshman year of high sc... » Continue Reading