Sonic the hedgehog

Today.

Me, my bf, and our friend sat on the floor of my room and watched the first Sonic movie. We colored in a Sonic coloring book and rambled at the movie. Afterward when our friend went to bed, my bf and i yapped and it ended up turning into both of us having little realization moments about our lives and upbringings.

For me it was a bit more intense and I cried for a while. My bf comforted me and talked me through it. 

Sonic has been helping me a lot lately, he makes me feel safe. People have been talking about his morals, character, and how he's a symbol of hope and I can't stop thinking about it. 

I've made some sonic ocs now. I'm silly and I'm shipping them with Infinite and Metal. The coloring book page I colored (almost finished) was of Metal. My bf colored Shadow and our friend colored Rouge.

I feel kind of like I'm talking aimlessly. I know no one reads these anyways so there's not even much point to posting but it helps to say it somewhere.

I hope I can continue to heal, especially with these new revelations about how my parents treat me.

Things will get better, I just have to keep pushing.