"figuring out my profile code"
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Category: Blogging
hello internet. today I'm venting about how i feel like I'm losing my mind. okay so for, actually i dont know how long because i can't perceive time properly, a while now I've been disassociated and progressively more and more suicidal I've felt very violent towards myself and my intrusive thoughts grow every day. this has made me realize that i either need to try medication again or i need to go ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
uggguhghghghghg i have to redo my entireeeee profile bc i was an idiot and didn't put my images on an actual hosting platform so now i have to redo EVERYTHING IM GONNA DIEEEEE edit: lol what- now it's fine » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
im so fucking angry. the only way i can describe how i feel is angry and anxious. my employers never once explained BLUNTLY what i was doing wrong. i told them up front i need blunt and i need direct and I NEVER GOT THAT. and i got fired and didnt understand and i was basically told "the fact that you dont know what you did wrong scares me as a manager." which baffles me because like you didnt pro... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
my head is full of mush. i feel far away. the actual me at least. maybe i'm just feeling paranoid and strange right now. i just feel so tired and far away. i wish i didn't get this way, or that i could actually talk about it with my loved ones. i'm dizzy, i never like this feeling. i want to sleep so it'll go away but i'm not very tired. i just want it to go away. i want to be able to be comfortab... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
it's late, i don't know why i'm up. it's been 3 days since i turned 20. it feels different but not like a bad different. i don't know what to talk to you about so i guess it's just ramble time. i finished playing danganronpa v2, most of my theories were correct and i've now fallen down the rabbit hole my friends (and boyfriend) dug for me. i'm on episode 3 of the future arc of the anime and episod... » Continue Reading
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