introduction to your favorite freak of nature

i’m ran, or elias!! i’m currently in college for the fine arts, and unsurprisingly an artist and writer! i’m a lesbian with a horrible grasp of my own gender, and i prefer to be referred to with neutral language (unless you’re complimenting me, then both feminine and masculine language is greatly welcomed!!). i’m a devout yumejoshi, and love is everything to me!!!

my interests bounce all over the place tbh, but my main interests are otome games, jfashion, magical girl media, girls love, and jpop! otome games have been my special interest since i was 8, and i get REALLY annoying about it!!! due to my lack of employment and availability, i mostly play mobages. i am also a jirai kei fan and consider myself a landmine!

as i’ve dedicated nearly my entire life to selfshipping, i have various selfships that i hold dear that i may not talk about as much but still adore. my list of f/os with sharing status is on my rentry!! however, despite my long and expansive list, my most mentioned selfship is subvoid / noobvoid! it’s of me and bi-han from mortal kombat, and although primarily from mk1, i adore him in all timelines. i’m extremely possessive about him and i’m nonsharing. if you selfship with him or lovemail him, do yourself a favor and block me.

i’m openly mentally ill, and do not believe in hiding myself and who i am. i mean, that’s difficult anyways because i have bpd and personality disorders get crazy! i intend on using spacehey as a less whiny and negative version of my privtwt, and will focus more on my daily life!!

if you’ve gotten all the way to the end, congrats!! ty for reading my crazy long introduction post!!