the absolute agonies of waking up at 1am

i woke up at 1am and couldn't go back to sleep. oh well. got changed brushed my teeth and whatever else people do when they wake up. but i crave so strongly a fruity drink. unfortunately the last of our apple juice is gone. however we have strawberry fruit spread, ice, and water. if i just blended that together i would have the yummiest slushie of all time. except it's 4 am. i live with people. the people in question are asleep. i cannot make fruity drink 😔