keep doings things that i regret

I have an issue with abandoning everything, purge my account, delete it, and then make a brand new one. it's a little embaressing,,,;; there's no reason to but i've done it multiple times now, then I regret it afterwards then rarely go active on that new account.

I did it a few days ago on toyhouse, instead of just transferring the ocs i had on the one i wanted to move on from- I just deleted them all entirely. now i'm sad because i don't have any of the pretty drawings people did for my character or the comments that have been made huhu