(un)lucky charm

luck has always been on my side so may the world take a chance on me once more. does the pain matter if i always win in the end? a lucky charm beaded with suffering and loss on a string of misfortune ironically so as the universe laughs in my face. everything has its price and im sure ive paid off my debt a hundred times over but is it enough to save me? i look to the clouded sky once more with a silent prayer please let me keep this let me keep them make me suffer make me pay all you want but dont take this away from me again. keep a lighter in my pocket for burning bridges but god knows ill rebuild this one from scratch if it so much as lightly trembles. whats the stock price for happiness this season?