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i might actually fucking kms if my fp doesn’t have AT LEAST a short conversation with me tomorrow, they never talk to me, at most we only exchange looks, this isn’t fair this isn’t fair THIS ISNT FAIR ^_^

why did i get attached to someone so quick mannnnnnn. this sucks. they do not deserve me. THEY DONT EVEN KNOW THEYRE MY FP, WE BARELY FUCKING KNOW EACH OTHER, AT MOST THEY PROBABLY THINK I HAVE A CRUSH ON THEM OR THINK WE’RE FRIENDS OR SOME SHIT. 

with that being said please note having a fp [favorite person] is different than having a simple crush. like i can’t even tell if it’s romantic. having bpd is actual fucking hell i hate it i hate it i hate this 

i probably won’t ACTUALLY try kms btw. i always say that and its really immature but unless im having the actual worst fucking episode ever i probably won’t. then again maybe they’d finally fucking care about me :) 

I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT AND IT DOESNT HAVE A REAL DUE DATE BUT ITLL STILL BE LATE AS HELL WHEN I TURN IT IN RAHHHHHH 

i really don’t wanna do it tbh, but i honestly really should before i FUCKING DIE 🔥🔥🔥

listening to splitter girl <3