this blog is pure shit X3

happy new year!!!!! it’s been a while!! i remember getting really into blogging here awhile ago until i forgor about it ^_^ 

i’ve been rereading my old entries and HOLY SHIT IM SO FUCKING EDGY WHY AM I LIKE THAT- not that i’m gonna delete them tho. i mean that’s probably a good idea. idk why im posting this publicly, i should probably keep my thoughts to myself. its good for archiving purposes ig. plus they’ll be fun for people to read if i kms. i WOULD keep an actual fucking diary but my handwriting is TERRIBLE bc DYSPRAXIA IS THE WORST!!!!!!!!!! 

i honestly wish i wasn’t neurodivergent. is that a bad thing? 

ok anyway that’s enough of that. i’ll release more entries guys I PROMISE but chances are they’ll all be abt my fp or my trauma or just a bunch of vents. 

SPEAKING OF MY FP WE HAVENT TALKED AT MOST IVE SEEN THEM LOOK AT ME FML‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ 

driving to skewl rn. it’s lightly raining outside. i hope there’s gonna be heavy ass rain today, i love rain so much rahhhhh