1/7/25

People try to help you. I know. Why do you reject their help? Because I make it worse for myself. You have people who care. I know. Why do you think they all hate you? I hate me. Why do you always complain? Because I can't see what's good anymore. What's wrong with you? I dont know. I make more problems for myself. I can't breathe, can't see, can't speak, can't remember, can't do anything right. I can hear them whispering about me. I know I make people feel bad but I swear to you, that's not my intention. I try and try but I still don't know. Why cant you just be normal? Because I don't know how to anymore. All I am is a problem now. All I am is a failed daughter who wishes she were a son. All I am is a walking disaster. All I am is bad.

-BoyScoutz