Annoyance & Regret (longing)

  Ermm chat.. I always feel like I'm really annoying. I talk a lot about stupid things, I know there's actual important stuff I can talk about if I want to but I can't take myself seriously enough for that. For some reason I talk too much and I can get really loud and I always have this nagging feeling that the person I am speaking to thinks I'm super annoying and just wants me to be quiet. I don't know if it's just an anxious feeling or not because it's not uncommon for people to tell me to be quiet and calm down. I don't know why I'm like this, there must be something wrong with me because from what I can tell, other people don't seem nearly as annoying. I could just be a yapper (hence the blog being made) or, something is wrong with me. It doesn't matter though, I'm not gonna let this bother me right now... okkayyy, buh bye stay amazing!!