third post.

Its a little under one and half hours into 2025. I was invited to a party to attend today, but i said I had other plans, which wasnt true. I just didnt feel like going out, partly because it was super late notice, partly because i didnt have a secure way to get home, and partly because I just wanted to spend time with him. 

I think I need to make a key for who I'm referring to, like using emojies or nicknames for the people I'm talking about in my life. I dont want to just start using their real names, that seems a little too much like leaking personal info. 

Maybe i will, i could just make a pinned post so I dont lose track of it.

Anyways, back to my main thoughts.

I didn't wanna not spend time away from him today, I just wanted to be with him. I wish I was with him in person, sharing a new years kiss. 

would have been nice, too bad he lives thousands of miles away...