Kokoa is very relatable isnt she?

Her idea of love, and her backstory when she was young was really relatable. I couldn't relate her glow up since I haven't done that. 

The concept of love for Kokoa was really idealistic, its actually clear she is a selfish person, same goes for the MC, the both of them were dependent on each other. The both of them weren't a match from heaven, they are both broken, helpless and selfish people who need help rather than be with each other.

I've never been dependent on someone, I experience love at first sight but knowing that person for long, I'd realize that I didn't really "love" them, I just find them cool. But my concept of love is very confusing, I want true love, I want warmth, comfort, and praise. I wouldn't mind doing it the same to my partner. But if a person I like has similar problems as me, I'd prefer if that person never talked to me, I cant help them because I don't know how to help myself even if I tried.

The manga's name is called "Killer in love" if anyones wondering!