11:04

I want to peel back my skin and flesh

I’ll curl up in a ball and cut through

I want to feel naked and alone

I’ll let my nerves cry as I do

I want to be open and raw

I’ll become new

New and tender

I want to be that

Weak and feeble

I’d like to be that 

Virgin and innocent 

I long to be that 

It hurt’s when I’m done

But I do not bleed

The idiot, the fool

And the outside police