Discord kitten uwu ฅ/ᐠ. ̫ .ᐟ\ฅ

I wish I was an "Discord kitten". Not because it sounds like an easy way to get some cash (having money thrown at me for doing nothing sounds nice however), no no no. I wish to be one, so I could talk to creeps on the internet.

I remember when I was younger I was eating up those "Catching predators on Discord" videos. And to be honest, that always sounded like something fun to do. Not only I'd have weird men to make fun of, but I'd be able to find them and report them, and hopefully make that hell of an app a slightly better place. What's stopping me then? Well, my irrational fear on messengering apps. 

I'm socially awkward practically always, no matter if I'm talking with a friend or a stranger. If I'm talking face to face it's still uncomfortable, but not to the point when I have to message someone. I genuinely sometimes cry when I see a Messenger notification and me not texting within few hours back is the most normal thing. So this stupid irrational fear is stopping me from pursuing my dream form of entertainment!

Of course this social anxiety of my bothers me in much more different ways, but it would be so funny if someone asked me "Why do you want to go back to therapy?" and my answer would be just "To talk with creepy old men on Discord :3"

Anyway, I don't know where are I was going with this nor how to end it so just... uh... if you're reading this, have a nice day and be safe?