It's been awhile

I haven't blogged in awhile lol. My dad put some weird shit on my laptop so I didn't have access for awhile. I'm back now feeling just as shit as before. I fucked up parents found out I was dating a guy they hated them I had to break up with him, I kissed my best friend, and broke another guys heart. I know making mistakes helps you learn but I haven't learn shit except that I suck at relationships. Random thought of the day: why do I suck at life.