I'm on winter break.. but at what cost??

Umm.. So it's absurdly early in the morning right now. 4:43 A: M to be exact as I write this. 

But I just cannot believe I got off of work at 9:30P.M, came home, fed myself, and took a shower. And somehow was able to finish one written final while watching both Twilight and New Moon through the whole thing... 

I can't fall asleep now and now I'm worried I've sabotaged my whole sleep schedule for the rest of this approximately month-long break (´。＿。｀)

And I have to go to work again at 2P.M today (┬┬﹏┬┬)

I still have two more finals to go before I'm off the hook and I would get them done now considering I CAN'T SLEEP! But I also feel like playing dress to impress because sometimes I'm just a girl who has been severely deprived of all joy since this semester started ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I also had this really strong urge to pick back up my story I gave up on just before May earlier this year... but I'm still combating the voices. I don't know if it's the need for fun that I'm having that urge or the fact I saw my old Pinterest board for it and thought, "Ahh.. remember the good ole' days. When writing was free juicy and exciting. Anything but purely academic!! 

So I'm definitely feeling at a crossroads right now. 

Idk I'll let you all know what urge gets the better of me. Maybe sleep deprivation will get ahold of me first... 

-Mari