just thoughts

Life is so ass lately

there's this guy I like but we don't live in the same country and I said to my friends that I would tell him about my feelings this weekend but I honestly don't want to. I mean I don't feel the need to. I'll just get rejected and life will move on as per usual. I don't think people really care for long distance lately, I don't mind it much because if I like a person I just like them but I can understand how for some people the physical aspect of being with someone can be important. 

beyond that dilemma I have just been focusing on school and other stuff. However I feel so angry and annoyed. People always act like they are so much better than me because they r less harsh than me. Just cause you spout out sugar coated words doesn't make you a nicer fucking person. People are so annoying I hate this shit. I seriously feel just so tired of everything and everyone.