rambling, volume ten <3

who wants to take a wild, WILD guess if my fp talked to me today? if you guess that they didn’t, you’d be right! congratulations!!!!!! 

i’ve been feeling numb the more and more i wish they would. bc i’m not even anger more, i’m just kind of hopeless. they always seem to talk last-second. like. on the last day of my last school year, they actually talked to me for once and i gave them muffins lmao. and then last year the day before winter break we actually talked too?? so like?????? tf am i doing wrong 

at this point i think ill just rename this series “complaining abt my fp” bc that’s what its becoming..