7) carpe diem, attempts at

i am trying to "seize the day" by grinding through it with as much productivity, effort, and mindfulness possible...

yet i've still been misusing time

not really wasting it, just using it for one thing when i should be doing another

"this is not a waste of time, but it takes away from better uses of time"

i hate that concept

it feels restraining

but i guess true freedom is having the self control to maneuver existing conditions...

time, for me, is just a condition

an "if... then"

a requirement

a permanent disease

what am i fucking talking about?

life of a bloody poet i guess