Plan B

I want to be a doctor. I wanted to be one since I was like 13 and realized that trying to become a programmer, because it a "profession of the future" was a mistake. But I might be not smart enough to get into medical school.

For the context, in order to get into any university in my country you need to pass between 4 and 9 (depends how many you chose) exams at the end of high-school. To get into medical one specifically you need to pass at least two of the following: biology, chemistry, physics or extended math.

I have no problem with learning biology, I love almost everything about it (fuck plants). It was my favorite subject for a long time. But biology is not enough. Right now I try to learn chemistry to get at least 30% on the exam to have any chance. But it's slim, so I had to come out with plan B:

⋆⭒˚.⋆ MICROBIOLOGY ⋆.˚⭒⋆

Would I be making nearly as much money as if I would if I became a heart surgeon? - No.

Would I be able to help people with the knowledge I'd acquire while studding microbiology? - Eh, maybe.

 Is that my only chance of being happy if I won't be able to become a doctor? - Absolutely.

See, I lie when I say that my favorite animals are cats. They are cute of course, but are not even close to my true love - rotifers. These little creatures are what is keeping me sane. I want to be able to look at them under the microscope for the rest of my life. The saddest day in my life was not my parents divorce, but when I found out I only have two pages about them in my biology book, and I don't even need to know anything about them. I am literally one of them. The way that they move and eat (they don't do much else tbh) speaks to me on a spiritual level. They are the last thing that's keeping me alive, I don't know what I'd do if I didn't know about their existence.

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Putting a video (not mine obv) of rotifer eating in case you have no clue what I was talking about this whole time.