I dunno if things will get better

I am starting to think things won’t get better, I tried talking it out with multiple people, they all told me Sabrina was bad and didn’t deserve me, and yet when I hear them say it I just wanna slam a fist into their face. Am I insane? Probably, I mean I’m in love with a guy who never loved me back… 


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Sum

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i don't know you at all but i don't think youre insane or crazy or whatever
look, theres one thing that i always remind people when they feel shitty about themselves
evil people don't think that they're evil. its the ones that think they're evil who usually aren't bad. usually the best people ever beat themselves down!
Stay in positive spirits and remember that someone in the world loves you even if you havent met them just yet <3


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Thank you, I appreciate your kind words. My theory on why I love Sabrina so much is because they were my first ever love interest. We spent so much time together and I just can’t let all that go. I’m not even going to lie I’ve started praying every night for this to be a nightmare or for the Lord’s help getting over it. I’ve never been extremely Christian.

by Noah The Femboy; ; Report

i think its great that you are thinking about it that way and praying and stuff
what was the thing that initially drew you to sabrina? i am wondering because i feel like if we get to the bottom of that we can figure out why youre so attached

(could be like some childhood trauma that is making your brain latch onto one specific person, ive had this happen to me)

by Sum; ; Report

The main thing was that he/she was the first ever relationship I was fully committed to. Plus he checked all my boxes, cute, enjoys role playing, sub. Though after the first time I started becoming a femboy, when he came back again he still checked all my boxes but he was also a switch too. Not to mention in general he is so charming, It’s like I can’t even resist him.

by Noah The Femboy; ; Report

what is he/she like as a person?

by Sum; ; Report

They joke around a lot and have a bit of a criminal past. It’s hard to explain.. They are very good at lying I guess you could say. It’s how each time I never realized it was all fake. Just a few days before the recent one we were having fun in a google meet while I played Roblox. It’s why it caught me so much off guard

by Noah The Femboy; ; Report

i seeeee okay so maybe they adopted a personality they knew youd like so that they could manipulate you just think about them as a really bad person and use that as fuel to hate them without hating them!

by Sum; ; Report