Nu year

What the fuck even are death grips titles like the song is full moon (death classic). That's crazy. I wanna listen to that rn. It's so good. Not talking about music though. I'm talking about New Years!!! It's not new years! However! When I get wrapped that's the start of a new year for me. I'm not a loser who bases their life around media. Damn genuinely this is an amazing vocal performance from MC Ride. Anyway. Sorry wtf did I wanna say. Anyway yeah I start my years earlier and end them earlier. Idk why? When wrapped comes out, I scrap my spreadsheets and start with a new media log so new year!

So anyway this is just like my plans for the year, my goals and what not. 

First of all! I want to write consistently every week or somewhat every week. Like a full piece out every Friday and a short story every month or so and I want to publish my writing more or like at all. I said I would publish this year but I never did. I just forgot. Whoops. Im gonna do that.

I want to read more books, more non fiction books mostly and more books that just aren't classics. I will read classics but dawg. It's like most of what I read. Also if I get into uni that's like all I'll be reading for the curriculum so yk I need to have something I read outside of that. I'd also like to join a reading community, preferably something local, inperson yk. If that falls through I'll make my own. Like a bookclub or something but like my chances of getting into uni are slim and can I just share my broad plan for once. 

When I say I wanna study English people think idk what I'm doing. I know exactly what I'm doing. My grand scheme is to study at a university get work as a non fic writer and on the side work on my full novel then I go back to uni and become a professor or doctor of English, I get the qualifications for becoming a lecturer and that's what I do. All to give back to literature but for now I can join a book club. I could do it online like people do that buuuut my problem is that it ties into another goal of mine.

Be more social. I'm gonna work on my social skills. I usually try to improve and see some improvement but then give up but it's something you need yo keep practicing and I will!! I'm drifting apart from a few friends for better or for worse yk I don't know how it will play out in the grand scheme of things but I need to make new friends since we're all going our separate ways. It's still pretty saddd. But yeah I gotta try to improve my social skills and do so consistently. 

Continue improving myself is my next goal. This year and last year I did that a lot and I will continue of course. Why not? It's helpful.

Another one is I want to be more present in people's life. I tend to get cold sometimes. Idk fuck, I'm getting tired now. Damn. I also want to use my phone less yk. I wanna play more games. 

That's about it. My resolutions for fake new year.